Look At Me Now

Hey! 

My weekend had been a total blow. I felt like shit 85% of the time and my mind is still a mess. I thought I'd be okay when O level is over but no,I was very very wrong. Maybe it's because I haven't give myself any time. Time to spend alone. Just me. 

I don't know. So much bullshits I don't even remember how and why.

Most of my plans for prom are fucked up. For example,the dress. And it leads to more things. I think I will end up wearing some short shit dress to prom and not enjoy the whole bloody thing.

Or I won't go at all.

I don't know. It depends on my mood,really.

Woaaahh. Why you cussing zimah~

I don't know if it's me or people but my friends had been canceling on me a lot. A lot. I hate it so much. Makes me want to clean my room (I clean my room when I'm angry. FACT)!

I wanna go out with my friends where everyone invited are there and non cancels and we'd have good lunch and prolly some shopping time and a good movie. No worrying about anything,just spend the whole day chit-chatting and gossiping.

Man.

Anyway,here are some irrelevant photos.

This is Edward.

And then Men Xiu.

Kuo Han.

And finally! The cutest of all! 

Muiz!

SO CUTE AND INNOCENT WHAT HAPPENED

We grow up so fast.

We do.

I'm already graduating and I'm gonna be a form 6 student next year. Time flies very fast. I still remember my kindergarten memories. One time,I cried so much because my mom had to go home and leave me at school. It took me a while to let her go. What made me finally let go? A tronky chocolate while sitting on my teacher's lap.

I am 16 years old and I spent 13 years of it being in CHMS. I've been through so much and I can say that I had the full high school experience. ;)

Minus alcohol.

You know what they say,that friends come and go?

The friend that still stays till today and I believe will stay for a long time is of course CheeseCake. I'm her Donut,and she's my CheeseCake.

I love her to the very!

Looking forward to seeing you juniors at our graduation night!

Assalamualaikum.